Unexpectedly, my life changed. Not in a bad way, but in a way that my plans have been shaken up. Also in a way that people will eventually noticed my new direction. But this has gotten me thinking about change. Not just life changes but character changes. I don’t feel like I am the same person as before. I’m having a change of heart with a lot of things. Again not in a bad way.
I firmly believe that God guides my life. In my personal journey, I’m in the season where I’m learning to not try to control everything and I’m not always right. But it’s more than just tangible change, it’s change in how I am. Here’s how I’m feeling.
No one is meant to stay the same. I cringe thinking about the person I was even a year ago. Heck, even a few months ago. It’s interesting how things can change quickly. One of the hard things for me is letting it all happen.
Not that I need to justify myself to others, but even now as my life direction has switched I’ve gotten so many questions as to why. It’s frustrating because I don’t know and if it were up to me, I would have all the answers.
Things come and go. People will learn and grow. Isn’t that the part of life? I’m glad I’m learning to not be a mess of a person and be grateful for the seasons God has brought me through. I don’t want to be the same person in the same situations. Even if it’s hard to have circumstances change, if it helps me to grow as a person and see new things, then I will let it happen.
Change is hard but it happens. Just know that it is possible for things and people to change and that’s how life goes.